I realised that, if i were to ask myself about a tons of 'if's and 'why's, i'll have lots to worry about, think about, be frustrated about, be unhappy about, be restless about. Then life wouldn't be like how i now live in anymore.

Hell, if i tell myself enough 'if's, i'll going to have to tell myself 'if's forever. Or i'll end up screwing up my life, or worse, getting my life more screwed. so to say.

So i tell myself not to care, i tell myself tomorrow will be better.