Cause and effect. 
A complicating labyrinth; all that too many coincidental correlations (lolol critical thinking xD xD).

Every second is a hundred, thousand, million, billion of possibilities churning around a hugeee bowl, waiting to be picked out by Fate.

One tiny change in the past would lead to a massive disruption to the present. How our lives are indirectly closely interconnected. The Butterfly Effect.

And i so much as believe that everything happens in an orderly manner for a reason - a right reason.

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Just a few days ago, my bro (suddenly) brought up about the incident in which his friend encountered 2 robbers in setapak, both armed with baseball bats. The friend of his was pretty buffed, he put up a fight and the 2 men escaped. Lucky guy.

A week or weeks later, similar incident happened; same area, also 2 men, but this time they were armed with parangs instead. A TarC student put up a little struggle.. and unfortunately, didn't survive. My bro and his friends believed the 2 were the same men who attempted to rob my bro's friend before this.. which, they guessed, the robbers used parang this time since they failed to rob my bro's friend with baseball bats.. =/

Imagine if the robbers robbed the TarC student first before my bro's friend.

Errrr, we-ellll. I mean, maybe things don't always happen in an order for a right reason.. ><
Something to do with karma.. ..?

Or, maybe there's some kind of greater good in the future?
God knows xD

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Anyway, I feel fortunate the fact that, somehow, for every event that troubled me, they happen to turn out worthwhile. Worthwhile of all that pain and sadness because they become deep scars which will continue to remind me of the important things and values of life. Of people who really cared.

O' wiser one.

Seriously, i've always felt that there's always a reason to why things happened the way they did, how they started and ended. I would think that all these mistakes or mishaps happened to prepare me for the best that would come later, so i wouldn't screw it up when it does happen.

And the order of these events definitely has a significance.
Why this at that time and not that at this time?  

Because it makes a hell lot of difference.

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And I kind of wonder, if the best is already here.

If that is true.. 
i somehow don't think i'm prepared for it..
not yet.