This is the 1st ever time i feel so damn terrible about being sick -_-

Or 1st after some very, very longgggggg time...

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The 1st damn freaking time my sorethroat hurts so bad that even swallowing water feels like swallowing sands and rocks. Meh. I hate sore throats.

Also the 1st damn time one night felt like it was gonna last forever; i kept tossing and turning, waking up and sleeping, i kept doing that soooooooooooo many times and then once i woke up to check the time thinking it was probably already 6am, it was only TWO A.M.

And i couldn't sleep because my mind was playing some tricks with me. No idea, really. I kept like, thinking of something, which then connects to other, and another, and another, and another..
Until later i told myself, lets just stick to one. And i slept better after that, despite all that aching over body o.o

Rawr.

Sucks to be sick =(