Randomness strikes :D

Thought i'd look up for my 'horror'scope profile, just because. Okay, there's some reason to it but bah, lets save a grandmother's looooooong story.

So anyway, i found a site eventually, well actually i found some, but this sounds more accurate and more detailed, so i made a summary from here.

Virgoan's general profile.
- perfectionist (totally)
- intelligent
- diligent (muahahaha~)
- shy towards new surroundings
- curious
- enjoys compliments (yay flatter me, now!)
- naggy and critical (hahaha i bet it)
- express little affection
- reliable and trustworthy
- skeptical (no wonder me and my mum gets emotional at times)
- needs to keep in control
- adept at organizing (omg.. really)
- restless - moves on easily
- worry a lot
- particular about food
- a tendency to attract people who need help
- impatient with others, feel they do these things best, take on more work than they should, and then complain that they are doing all the work (so damn right)

Somewhere else, "virgoans are forgiving, yet not forgetful."

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You know, sometimes now, i just lie down on my bed at night and start remembering the countless nights i lie there, tears overflowing. The wet pillow, the smell of sodium chloride, the blocked nose. The aching deep in the chest. For someone i would cry no more.

As much as i remember clearly how i felt back then, i realise i can't ever feel the same way like i did again. Forgiving, yet not forgetful.

Sometimes i wonder if pain or danger is what makes people feel alive? Maybe ultimate happiness too.. since we're not really appreciative of what we already have haha. Maybe in a more appropriate context, its our deep feelings that makes us alive. Maybe that's why somehow, i still want to remember them.

Living a routined life makes one feel like something or more is missing..

Especially one routine which involves lots of homework.

Rawr.

I need more entertainment x)! I've been much less of anime-ing, manga-ing, yum cha-ing and foos-ing for awhile now haha. Meh. I'm thinking i'm feeling the lack-of-control distress. *points above ^o^*

Whoever said virgos only revolve their lives around their work?? Me says nuh-uh.